Hey lovelies,
I hope your all doing good?
**WARNING**
This blog post may get a bit lovey dovey and may include scenes of psychotic female behaviour!
Yesterday Kevin(boyfriend has a name!) and I received a wedding invitation, this is the 14th wedding we will attend together in 5 years.
Crazy right!?
Last summer we had a wedding every Saturday for 8 weekends in a row, that's what happens when you get to my grand old age of 29.
I LOVE attending weddings and feel truly blessed when people want to share their day with us!
However there is one thing I truly dislike about weddings....
'You'll be next!' 'When are you two getting married?' 'You better hurry up if want to have kids?
Last summer it really got to me, every time I pulled on another wedding outfit, watched a couple say tearjerking vows and have a beautiful, intimate first dance together my heart sunk a little and I started to think ....
'Why hasn't he asked me?'
I thought I'd try subtle hints like pointing out that couples we know had been together a lot less time than us when they got engaged, I'd leave any magazine's or brochures open with pictures of engagement rings, when it was my turn to choose movies I'd make sure they had proposals in them, I played Beyoncè's Single Ladies over and over and over(subtle, right!)
I had become a psychotic girlfriend, which I very much am not(normally)
This behaviour seemed to have Zero effect on Kevin but actually made me annoyed at myself.
I finally snapped out of it after a couple of weeks when my little sister got engaged and instead of being ecstatically happy for her I was slightly envious, I knew this had to stop. (I'm totally happy for her now and can't wait for her big day)
So I asked him....NO, not to marry me, I'm not that desperate, yet. Ha!
I asked him his thoughts on marriage he assured me that he loves me and wants to spent the rest of his life with me and he does want to get married, some day!
And now, well now I know I have a great guy who loves me and wants to be with me if he proposes, he proposes if not I still have a great guy who loves me with all his heart, no ring or wedding day is going to change that <3
...what more does a girl want?
Other than a closet full of shoes, obviously!
Have you been in the same situation?
Do you have any relationship dramas?
Have you had any psycho girlfriend moments?
Have a great week!
Keep Smiling :D
